You know, it'll never be... perfect, or something, but you can do the right things and it helps. There are places you have control. Find something destructive, eliminate it, and you've done yourself some good. And do the things to feel good. That's what I always wanted: to feel good. Problem is, whatever you worship, there'll never be enough. Worship looks and find faults in your appearance. Worship sex and spend your days worrying about a limp dick. I worshipped feeling good and
spent 22 years addicted to drugs. How about that shit?

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