Keep doing the right things. It'll never be... perfect, or something, but you can do those right things and it helps. There are choices you can make, places where you have control. Find something destructive, eliminate it and you've done yourself some good. And do the things to feel good. That's what I always wanted: to feel good. Problem is, whatever you worship, there'll never be enough. Worship physical beauty, find faults in your appearance. Worship sex, spend your days worrying about a limp dick. I worshipped feeling good and
spent 22 years addicted to drugs. How about that shit?

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